I Am Listening

God, do you even hear me? How can you listen to me when so many cry out to you? I am always listening, my child, and I hear you. I hear your prayers, your bargains, and know your thoughts intimately. As a mother can tell which of her child is saying what when all areContinue reading “I Am Listening”

I’m In All The Moments

God, I can’t feel you. Where are you? I am with you always, my child. I am in all the moments, in the very fibre of your being. My spirit is woven through you so completely that I am a part of you. No matter where you are, I am there. I give you signsContinue reading “I’m In All The Moments”

How I Long

Oh, how I long for those wordsspoken in the sun cast meadowwhere the tall grasses blewand the butterflies flew Where I knelt and weptand you lifted my chinsaying ‘Rise, my child, and see.’then stood and talked with me How I wish I could recallthe words you gave to meas you wiped my tearsand laid wasteContinue reading “How I Long”

Find Me

Find me in the stillnesswhere dark gives way to lightand the sun gives way to the moon Find me there in the quietwhere the whispers layand the Spirit comes to croon Find me in the meadowwhere the tall grass swaysand the birds sweetly sing Find me in the seasonswhere fall gives way to winterand winterContinue reading “Find Me”

Forgive and Love Your Enemy

God, I am so filled with anger at what has been done to me. Please help me to understand. My child, I do not inflict suffering on you or any of my children. That time is long gone. Works of violence are works of the enemy—an enemy who hides in plain sight often and isContinue reading “Forgive and Love Your Enemy”

Sow Faithful Seeds

God, what do you want me to do for you? How can I, who has so little, offer anything of value to the world? My child, be a sower of seeds. Sow faithful seeds all the days of your life. Seeds that bear fruit and feed the multitude. Ones that give life and multiply. YouContinue reading “Sow Faithful Seeds”

You Are A Citizen Of Heaven

God, I have lost my identity and don’t know who I am anymore. My dear child, you are mine, and as such, you are a citizen of heaven. You are never without a home or identity when you follow me. Even if you roam the earth for many days or years, you are not homelessContinue reading “You Are A Citizen Of Heaven”

Open Your Heart To Me

God, I want you fully in my life, but I don’t know how to do it. Open your heart to me, my child, fully and freely. I am here, waiting, waiting, for you to let me in and to accept me completely. Many are afraid to let me in because they would need to letContinue reading “Open Your Heart To Me”

In My Sorrow

In my sorrowI feel losstears cascade down my cheeksyet I have known joy My sadness, a signthat I have lovedand have been lovedand lost In my sorrowI feel emptybut also I feel hopethat love will turn the tide My longing, a signthat I have not quita simple beliefthat things can still change In my sorrow,Continue reading “In My Sorrow”

The Unanswered Door

I stand therein my stubbornnesscalling until my voice is harshthroat soretears fallingto an unanswered plea I pound loudlyon the doorthat does not openknuckles bruisedbroken and bleedingtrying to force a way Please open the doorhear meyet, the door remains closedbarred to medespite my wantit will not open I do not seecannot move pastmy own want andContinue reading “The Unanswered Door”